True Love Never Die

True love doesn't happen right away; it's an ever-growing process. It develops after you've gone through many ups and downs, when you've suffered together, cried together, laughed together.

I remember the first meeting and seeing her felt like forever. Some times before I thought I would be ok in a couple of months and year. I wasn't back then, it felt like a never ending pain. But the reasonable me kept on saying "Hold on, just hold on. I will be okay, it will end one day and it will go faster than you expect. It just doesn't feel like that right now. But I know it will.”

I honestly thought this time would be more than enough to… I don’t even know to what. To move on, to stop hurting, to stop crying, to stop loving. Perhaps even to forget?

But I haven’t. I haven’t stopped crying or hurting. I haven’t really moved on. And I have definitely not forgotten.

So now I don’t know what I should tell myself any more.

I guess people who say that you’ll never forget your first true love are actually telling the truth....